December 6

It’s creeping up you know.

I feel it looming. Even a few months away.

Fall is sweeping in.

And, we all know what follows fall, dark, cold winter nights.

But, it’s not just the gloomy winter days I dread.

It’s hard to even write.

It’s…

Well…

Anniversaries…

Of the bad sort…

They’re almost here.

Last year at this time, I was in my final trimester of pregnancy.

It goes fast, that final trimester.

I can feel that anniversary.

I feel different.

It’s like every part of me knows it’s creeping up and is bracing for the full impact of the dark days.

I’m learning that the anniversaries are some of the hardest of this.

Worse than you could ever imagine.

I’ve felt off for a little while. And, suddenly, it came to me why.

That horrible day, it’s almost about to repeat. Almost here again.

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